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Okay I figured I'll just separate the events and my thoughts into 2 different posts or else it's will really become too wordy and I'll feel the need to cut down on my words. I have a feeling that this will be much easier and faster to write compared to the event post since this doesn't require any memory work haha. Update: I was wrong, I found this harder than the summary hahaha. Anyway, let's get back into this. 2018 is just sad (wow what a nice way to start) . Like from the beginning of the year I was sad, I don't know why really. I was so emotional this whole year and extremely unmotivated for no reason. It's really bad for me because A's this year (2018) and I needed to study for my grades. Talk about grades, terrible results just make me sadder so you see the repeated cycle. I treated myself like trash this year too, which also helped explain why I'm feeling so down. My bank account says otherwise. I've never splurge this hard in my life...

I crave for validation.

I know people come and go but I still hope for you to stay.

I have a terrible memory so I actually don't remember what happened earlier this year except for the crazy number of band performances. Oh ya, orientation I almost forgot. I don't think anyone is going to bother to read my blog so I'm gonna thrash talk, just kidding Mostly it's just band performances & orientation. So I signed up to be Orientation Group Leader (OGL) to guide new J1 into our school. I mean it's over so I guess I can be honest, my main reasons to join was because I want it in my testimonial, I enjoy dancing & I actually want to bond with my juniors. But urm background info, my school is merging with another school so basically, I don't get to see my juniors after the orientation LOL. I mean unless we meet up which we don't. Pretty sad actually, they are such a cute bunch of peeps and really wanna hang out with them more but 2018 is not my year, I was assigned to be game master and I wasn't chosen to be one of the OGL to guide m...

I'm back here again! Probably going to do a real update/summary of 2018 (is in the midst of making but yall know I'm a procrastinator so, it's going to take a long time till I complete writing it) So let's start! In no specific order, JUL Passionfruit - Drake   (this one is probably in my June's fav but I just keep coming back to it partially because Paramore did a cover and I absolutely love the cover and also it reminded me this is such a great chill song to listen to) Lucid Dreams - JUICE WRLD Questions - Tristam (I think my first song fav probably included Far Away? or at least I've set it as the bgm for my blog before and I found out he has a new song, glad to say I was not disappointed at all! I keep coming back to it) Waiting For The End - Linkin Park Eastside - benny blanco, Halsey & Khalid Winter - Khalid AUG Trade Mistakes - Panic! At The Disco (I don't think I'll ever get over how amazing this song is) Head In The Clouds...